Thursday, May 16, 2013
Sunday, April 21, 2013
Everyone said I change, but no one can tell me where I change!
Don't understand what is wrong!
Recently my friend told me that I have change but they can't tell me where or what is wrong. They only know how to say this and say that! But no-one can tell me what's wrong. Is this my fault that I change? I don't think that I have change. I feel so hurt and painful when she told me this. I feel hopeless. For the pass few years, non of my friends can last long with me . Maybe I ask too much? Or maybe is because I don't even ask? I care about them and yet they only do things that hurt me. I always think that she will understand me. But never think that way, she maybe the one that hurts you the most.Tuesday, March 19, 2013
Nothing to say. Just feel like being used.
Why must I be so nice to her?
I knew her from the starting of this year (2013), the first time when I saw her I think that she is like a goat. She looks is pure and cute. Giving me the feel that she is a kind girl. But after knowing her, my heart starts to hurt so much. I have this strong feeling that she is using me. She will only call me when she needs me. I never have this feeling that I will hate to help others. But toward her, I just can't stop myself from hating her. I have this strong feeling that she is trying to steal my close friend. She just talking to her and ignored me. I hate the feeling. I don't know what I did wrong that let her do this to me. I tried to scold her back but it always end up "joking" with her. I really don't understand. My Sis ask me to stop helping her anymore. I lied to my sis. I told her that I will listen to her but end up helping her again. Why can't I stop myself from being so nice to her? I hate myself because of this. I have to put up a smile and talk to her even through I dislike her. I did try to talk to her about this but I have no idea how should I do this.
I told myself once, Rachel, you have to be brave and fright back. You shouldn't care about the ones that don't even care about you. You have gave them the respect and care they wanted and yet they never return. Give up on them. They will only bring you pain.
I have learned my lesson. I will not be so foolish now. (:
Friday, November 2, 2012
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Mariah Carey NEW SONG! Triumphant !
Mariah Carey new song Triumphant is finally out!
You will Love this song once you hear it . This is another written song by herself . Is a very meaningful song . I really love her songs and the meaning of her songs . Lovely !
Saturday, July 14, 2012
Touch (TV Series)
Touch (TV Series) Season 1
Just done watching this FOX channel TV series of 'Touch' !
This show is very interesting is about a child that do not talk to anyone not even his father .
This child just keep writing number on a book . But all this number is a clue to let his father to save others peoples. Each episode links others people story together just by a few number (eg. 3142) . Just this four number make all story link together . The ending of the season one 'Touch' is finally the son willing to touch the father hand . Can't wait for season 2 ! :D
Sunday, July 1, 2012
Ah Jie not with me ( First week )
Miss you ( Ah Jie )
Miss you so much Jie ! Another 4more weeks before I can see you again :(
How I wish you are here . Don't understand why I miss you so much . Hehehe .. Saying this make me feel so funny !
Talk about this next week ! :))
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